Соблазн просто запостить тексты был велик, но я чувствую, что нужно что-то написать. Эта группа невыразимо важна для меня по многим причинам и мою любовь к их музыке сложно описать словами, поэтому скажу только одно – если бы много лет назад эти люди не появились в моей жизни, не знаю, кем и где бы я была сейчас.
Настоящие друзья всегда приходят на помощь в трудные времена.
I Hope You Suffer
I gave my heart to the cruel
Now it will not beat againI got two letters from you
Last words of the runaway
Your love was written so true
And now I can't speak your name
I faced destruction and you
Just killed me and walked away
I gave my heart to the cruel
Now it will not beat again
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, just like I suffered
No one will ever know you
Deny the last one who cares
Intoxicate with the new
Pretend I'm no longer here
I opened my heart to you
You lied just to reach inside
Now with the faith you removed
Our hope for forgiveness dies
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, just like I suffered
I've seen my darkest days
You gave each one to me
I've seen my darkest days
You gave each one to me
You have been lost for days
May you find my darkness
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, I hope you suffer
I hope you do, just like I, I fucking suffered
Just like you, you made me suffer
I hope you, I hope you doHeart Stops
May the scars you left in me
Dig into you twice as deepOh, my pretty precious stone
Just left me in ribbons
With my heart sliced carefully
You wear it like a cheerful bow
There's a light that you now adore
But the bringer is cast down
I have never been before
So unhappy in my whole life
Heart stops beating, beat like a brutal day
You were my first faith, made of lies like all the others
Heart stops beating, beat like a brutal day
I found my last light but it died like all the others (all the others)
Oh, my painful fatal flaw
May your cruelty find you
May the scars you left in me
Dig into you twice as deep
Heart stops beating, beat like a brutal day
You were my first faith, made of lies like all the others
Heart stops beating, beat like a brutal day
I found my last light but it died like all the others
I know you'll look away while I'm crying
I know you'll wear that bow with a smile
Everything I gave you, it was wasted
Love further down, adore that denial
I stopped feeling numb, now I have to be
Because I trusted you I cannot trust another
Heart stops beating, what was brutality?
You were my last light so I'll die like all the others
Heart stops beating, beat like a brutal day
You bathed in love light so I'll die like all the others, all the othersWild
My regret will last forever
Because I thought you'd neverEvery one of my words, not worth believing
Every promise I kept, kept you deceiving
Gave golden years that you erased. I split my heart and watched you take
Every drop of my soul and leave me bleeding
Yeah, you taught me this
True love wont' be remembered
My regret will last forever
Because I thought you'd never
Yeah, you brought me here
I was painfully true you were pretending
You told me this was heaven then you ascended
I gave you life, now pray for death, breathed into you, you stole my breath
You told me right from the start, we started ending
I believed in you
True love wont' be remembered
My regret will last forever
Because I thought you'd never
Yeah, you brought me here
Now I'm singing ashamed
That all my words are the same
Because I'm singing
Betrayed
Now I'm singing ashamed
That all my words are the same
Because I'm singing
Betrayed
Yeah, you brought me here
True love wont' be remembered
My regret will last forever
True love wont' be remembered
My regret will last forever
Because I thought you'd neverRewind
Make a circle out of salt
Knowing it was all your faultLie awake, keep your cold eyes closed
Feel it crawl upon your chest
Bear it's teeth and steal your breath
Stay awake as its creeping close
If you're brave enough you'll see
As it stares it looks a lot like me
It looks like me
Though there's no way I will materialize
Let the ghost that meets your eyes still haunt you, remind you
There's no way to apologize
Your selfish words must float denied like your crime
I float now. We rewind
Draw a line that cannot be crossed
Make a circle out of salt
Knowing it was all your fault
Hide inside, call your doting dogs
As their weak servility
Feeds your emptiness, remember me
In solitude you will sense me
Though there's no way I will materialize
Let the ghost that meets your eyes still haunt you, remind you
There's no way to apologize
Your selfish words must float denied like your crime
I float now. We rewind
Forever feel it as it's gnawing
Forever crawling, ever crawling
Never caring always smiling
Here to feed when you are falling
There's no way I will materialize
Let the ghost that meets your eyes still haunt you, remind you
There's no way, you can't apologize
Your selfish words must float denied like your crime
I float now. We rewind
We rewind
I float now, forever
You did this. We rewindA Deep Slow Panic
Slowly I swallowed your fears
For all of those years. How could you let them consume me?I watched you glide out the door
With poise I'd not seen before
I saw you shine… you shine
I collapsed to the floor
It promised it missed me more
And said, "True love is mine.
I missed you. Did you miss me?"
Slowly, it's consuming me
Deliberate and deep. I can't take this deeper panic
Teach me. Teach me not to dream
Dream deeply
I haven't left here for days
My panic keeps me awake
As he unwinds inside
He told me I should have known
That he'd hated the way I'd grown
To love soft lies, "She lied.
Do you miss her like I missed you?"
Slowly, it's consuming me
Deliberate and deep. I can't take this deeper panic
Teach me. Teach me not to dream
Dream deeply
Slowly, it's consuming me
Deliberate and deep. I can't take this deeper panic
Teach me. Teach me not to dream
Dream deeply
Slowly I swallowed your fears
For all of those years. How could you let them consume me?
Teach me. Teach me how you sleep
So sweetly.
Slowly, it's consuming me
Deliberate and deep. I can't take this deeper panic
Teach me. Teach me how you sleep
So Sweetly